Broken

It feels like being ripped open.
We cannot, however much we want to, deny our natural feelings.
Love--
But maybe it is just the illusion of it
Yes it has to be
He tells me to put my clothes back on,
and that hurts.
There are little bits of time
that I feel loved,
they come and go.
It hurts even more when it leaves.
That isn't how it should be.
He wants me he says,
but does he?
He doesn't see past my skin,
how would he know?

Maybe there isn't someone who could love me past my skin.